AnjaAbsinthe

I am a living breathing contradiction. I hate you, Don't leave me, I need you, Fuck off. I don't know myself Yet I hate myself. I am empty Yet I carry the sadness of every man woman and child on this earth. I feel their suffering pulse through my brain Yet my veins run cold, Empty and alone. Homeless and roaming Owned only by my illness. Hold me Make me stop shaking And aching for you I told you to go Now come the fuck back Before I attack myself. On the borderline between sanity and utter collapse. Come back. Please come back.